i have got to curb this bad habit soon:
blogging
wahahahas i can do this! ^^
i know i can.

hmmmm hearing the song-
True Colours now.
rmb the aust commercial? thats the one.
...
what a great song.
think sunflowers.
a whole hill of sunflowers.
and nothing but blue skies and white fluffy clouds.
and me in a flowing blue summer dress.
with a brown straw hat with red ribbons.

thats good. ^^

thats what this song makes me think of.

not a follower, but a leader.

you wouldnt believe what i ve just been doing-
but unabashedly and with a hint of tremendous
pride i hold my head up high and
proclaim it loud and far for all worthy to hear:


ha. ha. haa.


hmmm i coulda sworn my head feels a tad bit loose today.

and chloe, dear sweet chloe of the dull fields and battle
arenas where you,
selected one, have been chosen
to lead the loyal vanguards to destroy the enemies against us
in the vast world of
netball. yess.
dear chloe, happy birthday. =)

*bimbo falsetto* ehmagawdd.
ehmagawd ehmagawd ehmagawdd.
=)
*koffs koffs* -normal tones

crazy people of the world u-nite!
^^ just came back from the red rain
concert, and it was so fun!! dui wo lai shuo
shui ran jin tian de ge chang biao yan bu tai jing chai,
but all the beautiful pple there made it fantastique!

to all those i ve brought to witness the event:

gladys: worry not, o cousin of mine, for i pray that
one day-
you will find what you are looking for. have faith!
loved having you and teresa here with us today
i think you two must have been the two
sweetest little innocent things around =)

darren: im proud of you man! i do believe you ve
managed not only to be closer to God than ever,
but it must have been fun to be surrounded by so
many impressed females with your awesome tricks-
kudos to being able to come to a concert all by yourself!
it takes guts you know ^^

final note- thanks for everything guys
i had a wonderful time too~! =) and ooh
hong fu is starting now- time to brush up my chinese
with a good dose of chinese serial dramas!
Love is never wasted, good people.

i ve been stuffing my head so full of
chinese now- zhen shi ling ren bu ke shi yi.
and whats even more unbelievable?

i think i like it.
-silence.

why, i might be even so bold as to
unleash my fiery prowess-
to speak in pure, native chinese-qing ai de mu yu! ahhs!
*i m such a dramamama. ^^

and usually, my fellow peers would rather
commit kamikaze by stabbing themselves with blunt forks
or flinging themselves off a mountaineous ledge
than hear me utter a single word of chinese.
seriously.
my pronounciation of chinese is about as good
as my singing at , not tenor, not alto but sopranobaby-
and that's something! ^^

ohwells.
tian wu jue ren zhi lu,
and all that jazz. =)

tian wu jue ren zhi lu-
wei le yu bei xia ge xing qi de hua wen kao shi-
jiu dei ba hua yu dang cheng sheng huo li jue dui
bu ke que de de mu yu le.

howromanticcanthe chineselanguage be?

just read my friends blog- and it was about God!
alllllllabout GOD.
i had a vision with God once.

i remember i was in a thick marshland
and the reeds were tall so i pushed them aside
and then i saw God in a jungle suit!
and then he led me to this huge auto wind boat
the huge kind motored by this Enormous fan-
and we rode down the rivers to the beautiful sunset.
i hope that might someday happen. honest! ^^

i bet this scene musta been from that cooking series
i ve been watching-
and by french monsieur Anthony Bourdain no less!
he was doing just that-
except he was with a frog expert
and they were spearing frogs in the wild
to make them into frog steak.

but with God-
the frogs were pretty much alive alright-
and it was wonderful! ^^

he saw the laughter in her eyes
a flash of mirth
and it was gone.
her face was cold
taut and drawn
yet her beauty shone forth
a radiance enhanced
one that spoke of laughter and dance
if her spirit hadnt been broken
cruelly so
into one that was hard
and so chillingly cold.

but, bold lad he was
he took a step
and placed a fair rose on yon lady's lap
she looked up
and he smiled down
-
and from his sleep
he came around.

imakebadpoetryendings. =)

it is five minutes to eleven now
and i am feeling so hot.
hothothott.

as hot as the next goddess on the
media newsfront- how about heidi klum?
kudos to being pregnant, losing excess fat
And
operating as the main host of two
seasons of Project runway =)
yes.
i will be that hot. (note: will, not am)
my ego has its decent limitations, after all. ^^
however, my ego has no concern whatsoever
by my very being in this live heat chamber
my family calls the computer room-

ohyess.
we had cross country today- of course
it is shorter than a normal cross country
boys route-
but i daresay i STRIKE A SIGNIFICANT
BLOW TO FLATTEN THEIR HEADSTRONG EGOS
when i proclaim that
girls can run faster than boys
or at least put in more effort into it - so take that
wei song *smug grin*
mwahahas truly i am as childish as ever-
1/2 a year has past and i still cant get over the fact
that song thinks girls cross country is easier.
(well it is but Still!) think of the sexual discrimation!

anewaes. i finished as top 42!
there is no point in putting this really-
being position 42 is nothing but it does award me
with a beautiful collar pin for being in the top 100.
and theres our blazing school spirit of meritocracy for you-

oh yes and i had a wonderful dae after cross country
all thanks to angelala with due respect-
ms yeo for bearing with my blur headedness in class
my sister for being the strength and pillar of support
as my dentist poked my gums with his extremely
high pitched equipment- and afterwards experiencing
the culinary delights of j8.
and now to hit the sack and dream wonderfully
beautiful floaty dreams. ^^

encryptedcodes
inthisletter
feelthepassion
feel the fire

sixteencandlesonacake
blowit once
smouldering flames
blowit twice
grey ashes and dust
blowit thrice-
if you must

look at what they did to you-
why did you listen
to their lies?
broken glass can never be made perfect
once more
no matter how many times
you glue the bits together.

thirteen faeries
two kittens
nine dragons
a magical garden.
they had nothing-
and everything in common.

i have so got to destroy my weird quirks.
yess.
these are veryveryvery badd quirks.
be sure not to catch them from me dears ^^
hahahahahs i do get such a cheap thrill
from saying that word
deardeardeardeardears-
=)

anewaes. back to my flaws.
*deep breathh-
well as i confess these little faults
of mine
i confess not only to the world, but to God!
achapala mehlasteu kra veous-
*tts my secret language!
oh yes. faultss.

number one!
stop being so perfect.
mwahahahas-

gotcha!!!mwahahahas-

okay number one would be to stop being so lame.
and number two is to stop thinking im not pretty
enough.
just look at my obi wan light saber face!

so....

lynn girl- this is your ego speaking!
your pretty enough already!
you are gorgeous and beautiful!!
so stop obsessing!!!
*ahhs thanks ego- im cured!
*(ego)no problem! ^^

number three is to stop worrying.
number four is to draw closer to God.
number five is to be happy.

sounds simple enough right?
now to make my wishes come true! ^^

going to sacrifice my usual amorous
and so-called classy style of blog for
one that simply catches the attention
but is unable to generate intelligent
consultation, inspiration or analyzation that
can be infered and concluded as below.

butnobodycaresreally XD

anewaes i went to SENTOSA yesterday!
tres invigorating- especially when we
spent a good five hours at
PALAWAN BEACH-
just soft white sand
clear green waters to an extent of the ocean
blue sky with fluffy cumulus clouds
my piggy radio blasting good music
cold green tea potato chips and prawn crackers
and nobody else in sight (mrcoastguardnotcounted)
and iknowyourdrooling-
but its bliss for me.

had so much fun around sentosa too!
basically we just took the beach tram
and took it anywhere we wanted to go
hahahahahas theres just something i
find so attractive about that! but
anyways-
we checked out lotsalotsa stuff
the garden of fountains
sentosaluge
thefurtherdevelopmentofthemanmade attractions
and even when we left the good island
(ifindthisattractivetoo)
wewentshopping. yes SHOPping
at harbourfrontshoppingcenter!
ohitwasagoodday. ^^
and i do think sentosa should pay
me for broadcasting it so widely and
fervently in this humble lil blog of mine =)

feverishmutterings
sleep settlesontheeyelids
its soothing hypnotic allure
pushesyoutothe verylimitoftheprecariousedge
wherethe spirit ofone whereenergyis
allbut spent
and youjustwantto letitall out inonebreath

itssuchadeepfallbelow.

but howtheheartfuels and soulrefreshens
ataprayertoyou ohLord
your love liketheimpendingofcoolwaters
yoursoft murmur calmsmyheart
your prescence poursthe knowledgeofall
thatyouhaveoncecreatedand
onceagainiam awakened

coagulatedegg stirredin-
spoon by spoon
into a thick batter
carotene and retinol
thiamin and riboflavin
fats of coconut sealed into
glass jars with love-

that is what mr egg wants

i feel
those sweet buttery kisses
soft and light
on grey cold earth.

-such simple inspiration
from the dawn of a new day.

RED RAIN
RED RAIN
RED RAIN
nyahahahhas
gonna DROWN YOU ALL SINNERS
in
GOD'S PURE PRESCENCE AND LIGHT-
and aint that a fact ^^
so what are you waiting for?

move your lazy fingers and
log on to the website -
www.redrain.sg NOW. hohos
im such a great promoter =)

i feel
those sweet buttery kisses
soft and light
on grey cold earth.

-such simple inspiration
from the dawn of a new day.

RED RAIN
RED RAIN
RED RAIN
nyahahahhas
gonna DROWN YOU ALL SINNERS
in
GOD'S PURE PRESCENCE AND LIGHT-
and aint that a fact ^^
so what are you waiting for?

move your lazy fingers and
log on to the website -
www.redrain.sg NOW. hohos
im such a great promoter =)